Umm.. Kay?

So I was laying in bed last night waiting for the rest of the girls to get ready to shut the lights off, and I had been so hyper all day and was at that point still hyper and for that I am suffering the consequences of lack of sleep this morning. Anyways, so as I was laying there I was like "hey self, you should read the Bible" So I agreed with myself and was pondering which book to start reading. And then I saw Jeremiah and I thought "we've been reading good verses out of there the last few weeks - God show me something." Now I kind of regret or am having a hard time understanding why I said that. Jeremiah 1 (yes 1 meaning the first thing I read) verse:

7 -"Do not say, 'I am only a child.' You must go to everyone I send you to and say whatever I command you. 8 - Do not be afraid of them, for I am with you and will rescue you,' declares the LORD." 9 - Then the LORD reached out his hand and touched my mouth and said to me, "Now, I have put my words in your mouth. 10 See, today I appoint you over nations and kingdoms to uproot and tear down, to destroy and overthrow, to build and to plant."

So at this point I was like.. "um.. guys.. what does this mean?" and I was like hiding panic in my voice. So they laughed and I was like, naw it can't be anything - definitely a coincidence (which there aren't with God but for the sake of my sanity we'll say there is) so the next verse I read says:

12 - "...You have seen correctly, for I am watching to see that my word is fulfilled."

So at this point, I was like holy goodness, God just like slapped me across the face. He told me something then when I second guess He says "ya thats right - you heard me" LIKE WHAT IS THIS?!

anywys .. so I'm now very unstable and could start panic mode at any time.